Thursday, October 25, 2007
I like to bring happiness to people..
I like to see people laugh and smile..
I am very afraid of people crying..
That is why, you can always see me smiling and laughing..
I don't show my sadness..
If i am really sad, i can't show it out..
Because if i show it out, people can't laugh and smile..
Because i am the one who brings joy and happiness to them..
So i can't be sad..or angry..
I can only smile and laugh on the exterior of me, and cry quietly in the interior of me..
It might be painful for me, but what can i do?
I have no one to talk to, i have no one who is willing to share my pain and troubles..
That is why, i feel quite lonely..
I don't like people be worried for me..
SO i always smile and laugh as if nothing had happened..
Making them feel that i am OK..
But actually, it isn't..
Although i have alot of friends, i still can't find someone who can understand me and willing to share each other's pain and trouble..
It is always me who are willing to share THEIR pain..
They talk to me, i console them, advice them..
That is why i always smile and laugh to them, making them feel like everything is OK...
But no one has done that to me..
I am sad and hurt..
But i will still CHERISH everyone...
Hoping i can have someone to understand me..and willing to share each other's pain.
:)
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